That is a generalisation. Some of the people who have had to crawl out of the decay of this world have turned into good people, its the others that choose the easy way out that are assholes who stabb people in the back and have no loyalty.my experience it tends to turn people into assholes
Hence my above post. I'm trying to say that Australia is at a point where the devide between rich and poor is becoming greater and greater, in some areas it is a pure contemporary nightmare (aka Elitist and lots of wealthy people that work/study at the universities (who bought their way in)) in the other area it is hell. (a lot of closed down factories, gangs, drugs scattered along the pavement and the countless hookers that patrol the streets.) I live in the wrong side of town, have my whole life. Video games for me is exactly like how Case saw the Matrix in Neuromancer, its an escape from reality. When you live in Dystopia all you can care about is the simulated reality because its more fun and you feel more empowered to do things. If I didn't have a passion for games like that I wouldn't want to work with them so desirably. Frankly I hate the PR side of games, its the side I do have the most trouble with. I'm learning though.That was a general observation, not directed at you, no worries
I think what seperates me from most people is my tendancy to over communicate. In mod projects it can be a good thing, in debate/discussion not so good (hence why they give you a timer in Debate... I can never get my argument done in 10:00. ) Which is strange cause I always struggle with essays.. I'm guessing its because I put more factual information instead of all the emotional crap I spout on the forums Call it laziness as I don't really care about loosing an argument here.
Zylon is a hypocrite btw, thats what really annoys me about him. He'll be the one to criticize people's work and not realise that his stuff isn't all that great either. If there was any justice I'd ask everyone here to show the same courtesy that he shows us all the time to him on his forums. If you do that I'd appreciate it. Then he might appreciate the work we do.
What I don't understand is why everyone doesn't realise. I could easily walk out on the Deus Ex community. However I have made some friends here being Kale, Shade, Metche, JC12, Thales, Snipa, Lofa and everyone else I've got on my MSN I owe it to them to do a good job. So really I'm working for them and not the community.
With Neuromancer I'm doing it sheerly for political reasons and the feeling I get from doing pure Cyberpunk. I may or may not go commerical with the engine. Though It'd be nice to make some $$ off the resources not related to Neuromancer in anyway.
The issue with HDTP and NV is that there never has been any reward for doing this. I never expected any. But what I did expect is courtesy that people wouldn't complain about things they aren't even paying for. I've donated a lot of my time to voulenteering not just online. (I do a lot of charity work too, I've donated computers and repaired them for free to charities and schools before(schools are the best btw, its fun seeing all the kids enjoying the system you've built)) So don't think I'm some kind of Nazi, because I'm not. I just don't like it when people complain about donations.. This isn't the catholic church you know If I'm doing something for free you aren't in a position to demand anything from me or anyone else doing the same.
My nukes are my way of arguing. Basically I try to make everyone sick of the issue so it just goes away It works hence why I do it . Else we'd had brought up the dreaded GW word.
(btw my posts are often done for the public's knowledge, hence this is applied not to just Jonas but everyone else that thinks they can make stupid demands. So a lot of it doesn't apply to Jonas rather I'm making an example like I always do)
I'm trying to help you all understand what makes me annoyed at the community so you can avoid doing it in the future. If you have something critical to say about my work (in that it has a flaw) then thats fine.. But I don't tollerate "Why the hell does it look/work this way?! that's stupid" posts. (which Zylon spurts out on everything that is even minorly flawed and not necessary to poke at)
I like the idea of getting things done and out of the way, if there is a problem then we'll come back to it later. This has always been our way of doing things with NV. Everytime Zylon has bitched about something it's gone ignored. Then we go back a few months later and see how things can be improved. I think this system works better than "here's our work.. get your tomatos ready!", this way its "here's our work.. it'll change anyway.. but it looks great still "
I'd prefer that we just not release content at all. When people see things they tend to spurt out "OMFG! TEH COLOURS ARE WRONG!" when it is completely different seeing it in real time.
Rest assured all of my work has stayed true to their originals (even with NV) so I don't get how anyone can be so rude to me. (pointing at Zylon)
(though My earlier work didn't.. Eg Fan2, not exactly 100% to the original but still looks great , my favs in HDTP are the Subway Control Panel(animated) and the Phone(animated) they were fun to make.)
I'd rather end my posting on a happy note.